The past weeks were quite a horrible period for me. Don't know how to describe. And it had gave me 'hangover' cos i'm feeling like empty now.. Hope i have not break any of my brain nerves. (X-X) Though things may not go according to what i want it to be (it normally don't), i know i'm blessed. I'm blessed with parents who love and care for me so much, a brother who disturbs me but i know he does dotes on me, sisters and friends who will stand by me when i'm in need and a boyfriend who will go through thick and thin with me. I love them all.. And i'm most blessed with having God who never fails, to comfort me and be there for me, whenever i need. Recently i feel so tired and just don't feel like doing anything.. Like now.. X . X But i know God you're going to pick me up again and make me strong. Who can do this except you. > <

My grandma (mom's side) is in hospital now. Visited her today. It was her third time there in just a few months. She held me hand and my mom said she loves to hold her grandchildren's hands. So i didn't let go of her hand until we had to go back.. I can see that she is very happy that we all went to visit her.. Cause not only us but her children (my aunts and uncles) all went back and forth. She looked so weak and she struggled to talk to us. She looked as if she don't bear to see us go and i felt really sad. The doc actually told us to prepare for the worst yesterday unless a miracle happens. Please pray for her.. Thankews.. T_T

I'm so sorry... I'll blog a happy entry next time! *Hugs all*

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Psalms 34:17-18
"The righteous cry and the Lord hears, and deliver them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirits."