I feel so dry.. All the unexpected bad things that happened to me drys me up. I'm at a loss of what to do. I tried my best not to feel negative but sometimes it just creeps in and fills me. And i feel terrible. No one can actually understand how i feel. Today i was feeling quite x . x and i reacted to dar in a frustrated manner. Partly due to some reasons too which he understood. Sorry dar for that i will try not to next time. Sorry hugs.. dar dar i love you.. ~_~

Dar is still sick and he couldn't really talk cause he will start to cough. And he has 4 tuitions tomorrow. It's national day and he still has to work so hard. He'd worked hard for family and God. I really pray that he'll recover soon cause school is starting. He has to rebuild his health before he can juggle both work and school. Poor dar.. x . x But thank God, for His provision that dar is blessed with good tuition deals that will keep his finance stable to provide for his family. :)

Yes, tomorrow i'm going to face one of my fears. But no fears, cause i know You are in me. :) Happy 43rd National Day to all of you! Hees mei and yk going to see fireworks at esplanade~ hope will be nice. Hmm it's late now. Better sleep le. Cause i told dar i will sleep early tonight. Oops. =x Hees nites.

You are my shelter and my refuge. I lift up all my hurts into Your hands. Only You can understand all things and knows what is the best for me. Help me to walk in Your ways Lord.

Ps 16:1
Keep me safe, O God, for in you i take refuge.