Today i went for medical checkup at ttsh. Finally :) The doc says my heart is fine. He asked if i want to undergo an exercise ECG test to double check but.. it's ex! so decided to forgo it! Think i am really too stressed up and even now although the doc says i'm fine, i still have some weird attacks. Fear can creep in just anytime out of nowhere and i will start to feel panicky. x . x But i thank God that He has not forsaken me. Each time when i focus onto Him and His words, it will slowly go away. The Lord is good and He is always good. He drew me out of the deepest sea. When i was in my worst period of time i seek His presence and cried out to Him hoping that He will hear my tiny voice of helplessness. And He did. He placed many people around me to encourage and help me through it. Dear Wan ee ruth cheryland wei lun thanks for praying for me for today. Hees mei meis also so sweet keep assuring me that it'll be okays.. You all are God-sent angels to me. Hugs. :)

I'm learning now how to set my priorities right. The many things that has happened has made me realise alot of things. Matt 6:33 "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." I'm learning to put God first in priority. It is when we have His characters that we're able to do things well. I was too tensed up and my hearts was filled with fears and uncertainty that i got too stressed up. But 2 tim 1:7 "For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline." Self discipline is one which i have to work on it. PROCRASTINATION is my biggest weakness. I can decide on doing the work early but ended up rushing like mad last min! And often, that happens too oftenly, i will be distracted, more easily than i thought. Hehes focusing is the new shortcut to completion of a task! The Lord will be my strength and my direction. :)

Hees next sat is Valentine's day. I'm looking forward to spend it with my dar. He is really sweet that he bought me a dress for me to wear on that day. Thanks darling i love you.. :)

These are the few worship songs that i will sing when i pray to God. Lovely songs. :)









Tired. hehes. Good night. :)